Kaori

 Hello, my name is Kaori from Surrey, BC, and I’d like to send out this email regarding my recent experience with remote healing during Adam’s workshop.

I connected to the remote healing session during Adam's workshop on May 3rd, 2009. Um, I hope that you don't mind if I write my experiences in point form. It's just that when I experienced all this, it felt as though there was no sense of time, so I'm kind of finding it difficult to write it all down in some coherent manner. So here in point form are some of the things which I experienced during the session:

- everything occurred at one single moment or time. There was no sense of time “moving” in any direction. I think that’s more accurate to say. That's how the whole experience felt.

- During the first session at 11am EST (it was 8am here in Vancouver), I tried to follow the instruction provided on the Dreamhealer blog about how to connect remotely, by evoking the image of Adam in my mind. So I “searched” for him “out there” but I found that going “out there” didn’t feel quite right. Instead, what I found was this energy “form” come my way towards me, and instead of focusing on an image of Adam, what I found was that I was “seeing” this energy vortex type thing the whole time (sorry about this description. I don’t quite know how to go about describing what I saw). Immediately after connecting with this energy vortex type thing, I found myself overcome with a very strong sense of nausea. I remember when I attended the workshop late last year in 2008, someone asked Adam after one of the treatments what he felt during the session, and he replied that he had nausea as well. So I just allowed the nausea to be and focused on the energy vortex. I don’t remember too well what occurred as I was connecting. I was definitely aware of being connected to something/someone and I kept on hearing these “instructions” as to what to do. I wasn’t too sure if that was Adam, because I find that with him I can’t make out the exact energy “signature” that identifies him as Adam. Usually, when I connect with people or “things,” I can recognize their individual energy “signature,” so I know who I’m really “talking” or connecting to. But with Adam, for some reason, all I can see and feel is the energy particles themselves and not necessarily the “who” part that enables me to identify “who” I’m connecting/talking to. I guess this is because as Adam has mentioned before in his books about how he “alters” his energy frequency to match the person that he’s connecting to? The image that comes to mind for me is that it’s as though he’s “gathering” all the energy particles to congregate or come together around or near the person he’s connecting to, and work with the particles, shifting its “shape” and frequency. It’s like he disperses his energy particles so that as he’s working on someone or a group, his energy particles temporarily “become” part of the person/group that he’s working on. So his individual energy signature becomes “blurred”… and not easily identifiable.

- I totally messed up with the time zone when I tried to connect to the second session. After the first session, I briefly looked at the time and I thought I had some time left till the next session so I just laid there in my bed and closed my eyes. I felt somewhat dizzy or light headed after the first session, just like the very first session that I took at the workshop last year, though I wasn’t as light headed as last year (perhaps it’s because I could lie down and rest after the session?). Last year, after the first session, I was completely spaced out and light headed and I couldn’t even eat afterwards though it was lunch time. As I was in some kind of a dream state after the first session (ie: the session that took place today), I heard a voice that sounded like Adam but wasn’t too sure if it really was him saying for me to “absorb it, absorb the light.” So I did. I focused on “taking in” the energy that I felt and “saw,” and concentrated on that. I kept on hearing this voice periodically after the first session. Also, during the first session today, I saw someone, a human figure in the distance (couldn’t tell who) and I saw myself, my body kind of floating in this space in the darkness and I had these fibers of light/energy wrapped around me, circling all around me and then at times, I could see Adam’s face and I also saw these strings of lightening like energy coming out of his hands extending towards me, towards my body, and as I was watching all this, it looked like these fibers of energy were like strings pulling on a puppet (which in this case was me). I could “tell” the first session “ended” because I felt the energy vortex thing in the distance now and not so close by, near me. - After I became aware of my surroundings and looked at the clock briefly, I realized that I had missed out on consciously joining in on the second session. I was still feeling hazy, and as I was slowly regaining consciousness, I still heard the voice say to me to keep on “absorbing it” (ie: the light). So I continued to do that. I also felt this throbbing pain deep inside my lower abdomen, in the womb area. Then the pain (which was quite strong) continued on by moving up towards my stomach, then my back area. The pain then continued to concentrate in my womb area, and it last for several hours. Even now, I can still feel the pain in the same area, in the womb region, but it’s not as intense (the degree of pain) as it was before. I also feel light headed in the “background.” I’m now conscious of my surroundings, but I still have a part of my mind/psyche that is “spaced out.” I also noticed after I totally regained my consciousness (this is after the time second session had already taken place in Toronto) that I felt this weight (energy wise) which I’ve been feeling for the past few days have “lifted.” As a result, I felt “lighter,” and I felt relieved because of that. I continued to concentrate on absorbing the light which I physically felt come towards me and become part of me during the first session. As I was focusing on doing this, I noticed that the pain may represent a form of resistance (not a conscious one) which I may still have within my energy field, and as I consciously tried to absorb more of the light/energy, I felt that the “resistance” unravel, like a twisted or tangled coil loosening and unwinding. I wasn’t consciously trying to resist anything, but I guess the resistance must be something which is already there right inside of me.
Right now, it’s about 5:30pm PST and I still feel a small amount of pain in the lower abdomen in the womb region and am rather spaced out somewhat as well. Also, I have noticed that the “weight” I had with me these couple of days are no longer there, though I can still sense and feel the “residue” of it having been there in my energy field. I’d like to continue with my own healing, and I hope to be able to connect with the healing session once again in the very near future. Thank you very much for this wonderful experience and healing! Sincerely, Kaori.

PS: Thanks for reading this rather long letter.